Monthly Archives: April 2014

Tears in a bottle

“You number my wanderings. You put my tears into your bottle. Aren’t they in your book?”  Psalm 56:8 God reminds me that He sees and He cares.  Last night, one of my sons walked in and asked if I’d like … Continue reading

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The worst thing: part two

I want to do the right thing for its own sake. This is my conscience.  Sometimes, a neurotic and over-active conscience, but it just means I care about what’s true and what isn’t.  I care about good and evil, right … Continue reading

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The worst thing: part one

What is the worst thing for you? In the About Me, I mentioned that I have kids.  I’ve purposely tried to not say much about my kids, even though they are such a huge part of me and my life. … Continue reading

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The bitchmakers

A couple of recent business projects/jobs have required enough time that I decided (happily) to forego the morning meetings for a few days.  A few small, new ones rolled in, so it was back to business.  Not long ago, we … Continue reading

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The shift (part two)

Over the years, there’s been a change.   I’ve changed.  It looks like this: In the Beginning: Me: Is something wrong?  Are you mad about something? Him: No. Me: Are you sure… you seem upset? Him: I told you no! Me:  … Continue reading

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The shift (part one)

We’re in a lull right now.  It’s when silently inside of myself, a wordless plea is saying Why can’t it stay this way?  (Granted, it’s much fainter these days, more like a resigned inner comment.) This means I’m waiting for … Continue reading

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On being good

I’ve sadly come to believe that when he’s being very good, while it may be genuine, at some point it seems to tax and tire him.  Almost like some inner voice is reminding him about how good he is, and … Continue reading

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